Long time....

...no talk.
Again.
Sorry guys.
For ya'll who still actually read this.
All 3 of you!
Kidding.
I think it's like 2.

Anyways!

I miss blogging. A lot. I can't even tell you how many times I come on here, all poised to write something, my fingers hovering over the keyboard in anticipation...and then I just...stop. Because either I can't think of anything to write, or I don't like what I have to write about, or I realize that nobody else would like what I write about.

But I suppose that I'll write you a nice long, juicy post since I've been falling back on this blog...basically this entire year so far.

I guess at the core of all this lies the fact that I'm going through a lot of changes right now. And it's sort of hard to write something that will make sense for other people to read when your thoughts will do a complete 180 from the time you think them to the time that you go to write them out.

My thoughts and feelings about other people are changing, some of the stances I've taken are changing, my interests are changing, and my entire life in general is just...changing. And I hate change. Change to me is like baths to cats. They do not mix.

And then another part of me feels like everyone around me is changing and moving on and doing things and I'm just...stuck. Completely still. I don't write anymore. I really, really don't. And it stinks. A lot. But like I said, I've been having trouble with writing about all the stupid changes in my life. And then I go to write about all these changes and suddenly I feel like nothing is changing.

Get it?

Yeah, me either.

So now that I've gotten all of that out of the way...I'll do what I do best. And write you a list...of things. Random things. I'm good at that, rightttt? Nod yes.

1) I have debate in four days. It's starting to get intense. My class gets so vicious towards one another. It's so fun.

2) I only have 3 classes left for my college class anddd I have too much left to do for that class! I have no more words on that matter. For the words that I do have may not be understandable to the rest of the human race.

3) I'm going down a road again that I promised myself I would never go down again and it's happening exactly the same as last time except maybe worse because there may be more at stake this time....And again, I have no more words on that matter.

4) Spotify is my new favorite thing on the face of this earth. It's pretty darn great.

5) I finished my driving lessons! Finally! It only took a year! And now I can schedule my driving test...whoooo.....

6) I have no books to read. No books to read.

7) Sometimes I wonder if I say too much or too little. I guess it depends on who I'm talking to.

8) Family Force 5 concert #3 tomorrow. I can't decide if I actually voluntarily go to these or if my sister is telepathically forcing me to go. Because...there's always this split second moment of apprehension and then I'm all psyched for it. A little suspect, if you ask me.

9) I am throroughly addicted to tumblr now. It's like a disease. A disease that I avoided for over a year! And then I caved and there's no going back.

10) Here's lookin' at you, kid. I don't know. That phrase just popped into my head and I really wanted to use it. I just...don't know...where that came from. My apologies. :P

Alright guys...I hope that post wasn't too painful to read. I am going to leave now and recollect my thoughts and hopefully within the next week or so I'll be back with a coherent post...although I'm pretty sure I say that every time!