Melancholia

"A mental condition characterized by great depression of spirits and gloomy forebodings."

I seem to have lost track of two of my very best friends.

One is trying to move on and make changes in their life.

The other...well, to be honest, I'm not sure what's going on with them since they barely talk to me anymore.

With that one, I wonder if our friendship was ever even real, or just something to fill the time.

It's weird...I'm not really sad. Just...melancholy. About both situations.

The worst part is that they are two of the people I can (or could) tell absolutely anything to.

I kind of need them back in my life.

Because I hear therapy can get expensive. 

Come back guys?