Long time....

...no talk.
Again.
Sorry guys.
For ya'll who still actually read this.
All 3 of you!
Kidding.
I think it's like 2.

Anyways!

I miss blogging. A lot. I can't even tell you how many times I come on here, all poised to write something, my fingers hovering over the keyboard in anticipation...and then I just...stop. Because either I can't think of anything to write, or I don't like what I have to write about, or I realize that nobody else would like what I write about.

But I suppose that I'll write you a nice long, juicy post since I've been falling back on this blog...basically this entire year so far.

I guess at the core of all this lies the fact that I'm going through a lot of changes right now. And it's sort of hard to write something that will make sense for other people to read when your thoughts will do a complete 180 from the time you think them to the time that you go to write them out.

My thoughts and feelings about other people are changing, some of the stances I've taken are changing, my interests are changing, and my entire life in general is just...changing. And I hate change. Change to me is like baths to cats. They do not mix.

And then another part of me feels like everyone around me is changing and moving on and doing things and I'm just...stuck. Completely still. I don't write anymore. I really, really don't. And it stinks. A lot. But like I said, I've been having trouble with writing about all the stupid changes in my life. And then I go to write about all these changes and suddenly I feel like nothing is changing.

Get it?

Yeah, me either.

So now that I've gotten all of that out of the way...I'll do what I do best. And write you a list...of things. Random things. I'm good at that, rightttt? Nod yes.

1) I have debate in four days. It's starting to get intense. My class gets so vicious towards one another. It's so fun.

2) I only have 3 classes left for my college class anddd I have too much left to do for that class! I have no more words on that matter. For the words that I do have may not be understandable to the rest of the human race.

3) I'm going down a road again that I promised myself I would never go down again and it's happening exactly the same as last time except maybe worse because there may be more at stake this time....And again, I have no more words on that matter.

4) Spotify is my new favorite thing on the face of this earth. It's pretty darn great.

5) I finished my driving lessons! Finally! It only took a year! And now I can schedule my driving test...whoooo.....

6) I have no books to read. No books to read.

7) Sometimes I wonder if I say too much or too little. I guess it depends on who I'm talking to.

8) Family Force 5 concert #3 tomorrow. I can't decide if I actually voluntarily go to these or if my sister is telepathically forcing me to go. Because...there's always this split second moment of apprehension and then I'm all psyched for it. A little suspect, if you ask me.

9) I am throroughly addicted to tumblr now. It's like a disease. A disease that I avoided for over a year! And then I caved and there's no going back.

10) Here's lookin' at you, kid. I don't know. That phrase just popped into my head and I really wanted to use it. I just...don't know...where that came from. My apologies. :P

Alright guys...I hope that post wasn't too painful to read. I am going to leave now and recollect my thoughts and hopefully within the next week or so I'll be back with a coherent post...although I'm pretty sure I say that every time!

_______ Is Like Exercising

If you guessed "Blogging is like exercising" you were correct!
It's one of those things that it's hard to get back into the rhythm of, ya know?
I have been so hectically busy it's not even funny.

But I'm on Spring Break (halfsies, at least), I have coffee, Spotify, and the wind blowing into my own room.
That's riiiiiight. I have my own room. That's how long it's been since I've posted. I have my very own room for the first time ever!
The best part is I can do my nails in the middle of the night. 
It's the best.

What else is new...

I've been volunteering at the local assisted living place. It's been he...nevermind. I helped dye eggs today though, and that was actually fun! It's so amazing to see these elderly people who are often so withdrawn and out of it remember dying eggs when they were younger and just come to life (no pun intended?). It was great.

I have also been stressing, but to the max. Even more than usual. It's not good.

But I've just decided to take things as they come and have fun because YOLO. I apologize for the use of that on my somewhat-educated blog. But it had to be done.

And actually, I was told by my professor today that my writing has a good level of complexity appropriate for analytical writing and that he can definitely see me going into the field of writing and that that is an excellent idea. I think it made my week.

What else is new ahhhh. It's been too long, guys!

I only have one driving lesson left!!! Then I can schedule my test yessss.

I'm now thoroughly addicted to The Voice.

Did I mention that The Vow was a crap load of a movie?


The Hunger Games was the exact opposite. Best movie of my life.

Except for the fact that I saw it three times and jumped all three times at the exact same time, two of which times I knew it was coming. And my grandmother didn't even jump at the part. My grandmother.

And on that note, I shall leave you.

I hope you all have a blessed Easter!