Er...

I did something not so smart. At about 7:45, I drank a bottle of Mountain Dew. It had a lot of caffiene. And red dye. And it was probably a very bad idea to drink it. But in my defense, I was only halfway through driver's ed and I was falling asleep, thus I needed something to keep me awake while the torture knowledge was doled out to me.
So here I am. 2:29 am. Not really tired. So I'm going to just do some meaningless ranting.
Brace yourself.
;)
So. Lately...I feel out of tune with people. Like I don't want to talk to anybody. Not my family, my friends, strangers...no one. Even my best friends...I just have no desire to be around people or talk to them at all. Honestly, I want to lock myself in my room, put headphones in, and either read a book or write.
Unfortunately, life doesn't go on hold for my freakish mood swings. So I can't do that.
And something else that's ticking me off? (I did tell you to brace yourself for my ranting, right?) The one person that I do want to talk to? Yeah, they're being stupid...I mean, a jerk...well, they're being difficult, to put it quite mildly. And the worst part is that I don't even know if they know they're doing this, and if they do, why they're avoiding my futile attempts at conversation. This person...I don't know. I can talk to them differently. Most of the time, I don't have to be serious with them. It's such easy conversation. And now I'm stressed...and they're gone.
And me? I'm doing this.
And I apologize for that if you've actually read all this.
I think I'm done now. I'm kind of falling asleep.
Ah...okay. Goodnight. I promise I'll actually try to post something worth reading soon!